heating up the inward intensity
my spirit is still strong
but the intensity i feel
about certain injustices
are taking a toll on my mental and physical well being
once again i set out to reconnect
with my self; grounding again with nature
with music and art, poetry
universal love
i slip into the rut of despair at times
i find myself feeling worthless
while doing the worthwhile
i am willing
willingly
i will move forward
i am not giving up
the strength is there
the world feels like the square
i am the round peg not fitting
this is not a new awareness
it is just more intense
a coworker recently said
"you care too much"
that may be so
i care
energy has been
outward
and moving
outward for some time
it's time for
retreat
for inward
reflection
like great music
timeless
art too
is a retreat
almost a year ago
i thought i was
beginning a
new chapter
now
without
respite
i see
again
i
will
begin
sometimes old songs have new meanings...
and this newer song, when you listen, in a more general way, not one love relationship, but
when you listen to the song with the "whole" of looking back in your life and
also looking ahead at where you may be traveling.... where i am traveling...
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